Wednesday, February 17, 2016

Happiness Is...

My happiness is:

Dancing to Tevin Campbell with my two littles in the living room.

Watching The Pink Panther with my five year old and listening to him laugh hysterically and say, "this is a funny part, Mommy, watch!"

Reading my three year old his current favorite book, 'Brown Bear, Brown Bear."

My family.

Music. So much music.

Breathing in freshly cut grass.

A lavender bubble bath…super hot (of course).

Jogging when I need to clear my mind.

Ash Wednesday and Lent.

Finding out that Pluto was a planet again. This made me very happy. (Conversely, it made me sad when it was knocked off the list of planets. Don't ask me why, I couldn't tell you.)

Being in a bookstore and breathing in the smell of the books.

Getting lost in a book. Reading. Reading. Reading.

Orange and Cinnamon Spice tea.

Crunching acorns outside with my feet because I like the sound it makes.

Biking.

Laughing so hard with friends I can't stop.

Rocking my three year old to sleep.

My five year old snuggling up in bed with us in the middle of the night.

Daydreaming. I do this too often.

Feeling loved so completely.



Just a few of the little things that make me happy. A few of my favorite things.
Oh, and listening to my "Indie happy" playlist. Never lets me down when I need some cheering up.

Have a happy Wednesday night…and rest of your week. :)



P.S.
My favorite cheery songs :)

If A Song Could Get Me You-Marit Larsen
Stuck On You-Meiko
Falling In Love-Us The Duo
Everything At Once-Lenka
I Will Follow You Into The Dark-Death Cab For Cutie
1234-Feist
Baby, Its Fact-Hellogoodbye
Life Is Rosy-Jess Penner
A Little Bit Crazy-Jess Penner
All Smiles-Jess Penner
In The Stars-Jess Penner
Valentine-Kinna Grannis
Heart Skips A Beat-Lenka
The Show-Lenka
Knock Knock-Lenka
Uncover-Lindsey Ray
A Little Love-Meaghan Smith
Le Fantasy-Minnutes
When You Come Back Down-Nickel Creek
Make You Mine-Us The Duo


Thursday, January 28, 2016

Letter To My Three Year Old

Dear Elias,

It hardly seems possible that you are three years old today. I look at you and still am picturing in my minds eye, the baby I carried, held, and nursed. I still hear your baby cries, coos, and laugh. Those sounds are now replaced with new ones, "Mommy, I love you", "look at the bayoons!" (balloons), "Mommy, I hold you" (hold me), " Mommy, I walk" (this one you say a lot, since I still like to carry you everywhere. You are very good at reminding me that you like to walk!).

You are now mimicking things that you hear, your speech has progressed by leaps and bounds. One of the most precious sounds to my ears is when you try to sing along to whatever song is playing. Your favorites include "Double Take" by Disney's Austin and Ally, "Shepherd Me, O God" by John Michael Talbot, "Smile" by R5, and "Hushabye Mountain".

You love to dance. I absolutely love watching you dance to music. You can't keep still when you hear a song play; you have to move, and if I am not trying to capture it on camera, I am dancing with you. One of the things you and your brother like to do is have "dance parties". Every Friday night is a dance party.

You have so much energy, you are hardly sitting still at any given moment! But there are times, when you like to snuggle. Saturday mornings when Daddy and Christian are getting donuts, you like to snuggle with me in my bed watching Sprout. I love our Saturday mornings.

Your smile is infectious. It has the power of brightening my day immeasurably. I have always called you my sunshine baby, because it is true. unless you are upset, you always have a smile for everyone.

Although I do not like the fact that time is so fleeting; that you are growing up so fast, I am immensely grateful that God gave you to us, to me, and that I have the amazing privilege of being your mother. I cherish every day I have with you and your brother. Some are trying (you are three, after all!), but even those days, those moments, I would not trade for the world.

Happy birthday, Tadpole! I love you!

Love,
Mommy

Saturday, January 9, 2016

Recent Studies

Lately, I have been studying the Old Testament. It has always fascinated and perplexed me at the same time. I usually have to study with a concordance to help better explain different passages of Scripture, or converse with a friend who can interpret better than I can. Some of the passages confuse me…some are unbearably harsh and make me cringe, and some seem quite contradictory. For instance, Isaiah 8:14- 'Then He shall become a sanctuary, but to both the houses of Israel, a stone that causes people to stumble, and a rock that makes them fall.'

My question was why? I did not know Jesus (who is the 'He' Isaiah is referring to in his prophesy) was a stone to make men stumble, and a rock to make them fall. That doesn't make sense. Further study cross referenced New Testament 1st Peter 2:8, 'And He is the stone that makes men stumble, the rock that makes them fall. They stumble because they disobey the word, and to this, they were appointed.' This explains it a bit better and makes sense…Jesus represents a truth that offends people. Isaiah prophesied that when Jesus came, He would present truths that would offend reason, as well as the individual. He called the Pharisees and Sadducees (the Jewish religious authority of the time) self righteous and hypocritical. They were highly offended at anything He had to say, any of His teachings because they did not fit into the mold of what they believed religion should be, which was the strict observance of a set of rules by which to live one's life.

But in the midst of these studies, I go back and read The Song of Solomon. It is refreshingly simple (in a way), poetic, and beautiful. It represents a passionate love between two individuals in every way. I had forgotten that Michael Card had written a song about The Song of Solomon that seems to perfectly sum up the book, which I listened to, and found that it inspired even more questions in me.

'Arise my love, my lovely one come
The winter is past and the rains are gone
The flowers appear, it's the season of song,
My beautiful one, arise and come with me.

Who is it that appears like the dawn?
As fair as the moon, as bright as the sun?
Show me your face, let me hear your voice
My beautiful one, arise and come with me.

Set me like a seal on your heart,
For love is unyielding as the grave.
The flash of it is a jealous fire
No flood can quench for love is as strong as death.

Arise my love and come with me
Before the dawn breaks and the shadows flee.
You ravished my heart with just one glance,
My beautiful one, arise and come with me


Do not arouse or awaken love
Until it so desires.

Arise my love, my lovely one come
The winter is past and the rains are gone
The flowers appear, it's the season of song
My beautiful one, arise and come with me.'



Utterly beautiful. To love, and be loved like that would be an indescribable feeling. Its goes beyond passion (although that is a central theme in this book and something relevant to this type of love) and transcends into a state of being. 'Love is unyielding as the grave…for love is as strong as death'. Loving every part of someone, the physical, the emotional…the bad, the good. Everything about them. Everything that makes them who they are, the very core of that person.

In order to better understand The song of Solomon, I turned to the classic 1st Corinthians 13 passage that reads,

'Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.'

Love never fails.
Some interesting studying. I look forward to discovering more truths, no matter how difficult they may be to understand.

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